Thursday, January 8, 2026, at 6:46 pm. All day no net. Thursday, January 8, 2026, at 10:09 pm. The setbacks are depressing. No two ways about it when things do not work because they are setback by my own lack of reasoning, it feels like if I ever learn? Then my imagination kicks in, robbing me of sleep imagining how to get out of the pickle I am in when the tech comes tomorrow to check why the Internet was not working. Ah! I had disconnected it. No matter. Whatever comes my way I am not alone, my steps are directed and established by my Creator as it is written.

Psalms 37:23-24 AMPC+

The steps of a [good] man are directed and established by the Lord when He delights in his way [and He busies Himself with his every step]. Though he falls, he shall not be utterly cast down, for the Lord grasps his hand in support and upholds him.

Thus, I am dropping that situation but, if I go to bed now, I am sure to wake up   O well! I’ll go to bed because I am not inclined to do anything else. It’s now Friday, January 9, 2026, at 4:48 am. This was a day of triumphs & defeats. My triumph? The sad realization of the condition of the loving people around me. My defeat? Letting that condition contribute to much of my body’s discomfort.

It’s now Friday, January 9, 2026, at 10:13 pm. I have been sleeping for the last 3 hours. Woke up drenched in sweat. I hardly ever sweat. But sweating is a good thing for my body. It’s part of its purification. All in all? This day is ending in a leap forward to a comfortable working station for me. All cables are hidden. The new computer is set on the desk rather than the extra table. That setup was my goofy brainstorm. It didn’t work at all.  People around warning me with the perennial, “that’s not going to work”. O but I literally snap!

Recklessly I execute only to realize my goofy brainstorm didn’t work at all. On to the arduous task to undo the done. Thank goodness for good suggestions. Now? Should I leave good enough alone, or? Brainstorm! Watch out! Leave good enough alone! Can you imagine that? Appropriately we are now into the Day of Rest on Saturday, January 10, 2026, at 12:12 am.  Guess best to head for bed.

A Day of Rest…

It’s now Saturday, January 10, 2026, at 3:55 am. Back to bed. Now it’s Saturday, January 10, 2026, at 7:07 am. Hope. There is always hope. Expect the worst. Hope for the best. Power from on high to accept what it is without a hiss. It’s Monday, January 12, 2026, at 5:11 am. I echo David’s Psalms 25 to start this day afresh. You have inscribed those words within my being since long ago. How accurately You have responded to my plea.

Unexpected …

For years on end, You have made Yourself real to me in unexpected ways. Last night was so real. I am still in awe of Your appearance, so unexpectedly. For a long time, I have been searching for a Nutritionist to help me with my intake of food & supplements for relief of my painful itchy body and mental health to no avail. Well, a few weeks ago Dr. William Li made an appearance. Like a magnet he attracted my attention. Why? I know Him. Don’t ask me how but my acquaintance is not physical. I do not know Dr. Li the human being, perhaps I never shall, but the message he is bringing to restore our health is exactly what we desperately need.

What This World Looks Like…

Well, when I am overwhelmed by not wanting to read, write, eat, sleep, talk, cry or even look at anyone, I turn to YouTube to watch Laurel & Hardy along with all those outlandish shows of the sixties to bury myself in their silliness. That’s how I found Dr. Li in the middle of it all. YouTube is a vivid picture of this world’s affairs.

What Is It That You Are Telling Me?…

Is now Tuesday, January 13, 2026, at 8:22 pm. You know what I am going through. I can’t let go. Thank You for showing me what is it that I am doing. Heading for bed. I slept for several hours. I wake up still in pain and have crampy legs, but in good spirits and better balance. It’s now Wednesday, January 14, 2026, at 1:13 pm.

What is For Us to Know? Who Knows …?

Here On This Earth? We Can Only Speculate … I think, but? That’s my thoughts. Here lately, I can’t bank on my thoughts any longer. Why? Things hardly ever do come out to be quite the way I thought. It is now Wednesday, January 14, 2026, at 8:57 pm. It is time for me to go to bed but I am not sleepy. Blessed I am, for I hear that lovely voice within my being.

Quote:

Psalms 25:12-14.

Who is the man who reverently fears and worships the Lord? Him shall He teach in the way that he should choose. He himself shall dwell at ease, and his offspring shall inherit the land. The secret of the sweet, satisfying companionship of the Lord have they who fear, revere and worship Him, and He will show them His covenant and reveal to them its deep, inner meaning. End of quote.

You Know What Is in My Mind…

Tomorrow as today as all my times are in Your hands. Hope for sleep through the night. Thursday, January 15, 2026, at 1:56 am. Thinking of our acquittance with each other. It is a comfort to sense You. It is more than knowing You. It is a deeper sense than mere knowledge—an unexplained sense. Perhaps this sense is like I don’t have to tell You that I love You because that is redundant, it is obvious that I do, You know it and I do. O well, what’s in the plan in Your mind for me today? Perhaps I will experiment with one of my old sites?

No More Desire to Get…

How marvelous are your ways. Strange but so much needed. No more desire to get, instead a beautiful desire to give. Yes, quite strange but so subtle refreshing and healing. It’s now Friday, January 16, 2026, at 2:26 am. The search for love has ended, no need to search for what has poured down from on High cooling, healing deep wounds forever. O Your perfection! So much opposed to my dutiful ideas of a past that is no more. How marvelous!

Is It a Day of Rest? …

I sense it is because I have no desire to do anything. It’s now Saturday, January 17, 2026, at 1:09 pm. I wish to rest the remaining of this day but I don’t know how? Maybe I just go back to bed and see if I can catch up with some sleep. O thank You. It’s now Saturday, January 17, 2026, at 4:09 pm. Sleep was quite welcome. And that’s the ‘Scoop’ for today. lov, thia.